His Submission

Daydreams...

2011-07-18T11:27:00.002-05:00

Having ended up back in the world of retail, one of the joys is seeing lots of people, every day...

Lots of people that fuel lots of daydreams...

Usually it's an ass, or set of curves...

or a guy with just the right look about him.

In my mind, I'm on my knees...

slurping...

licking...

sucking...

offering whatever they'd like...

just for another taste!

It's been far too long...

2011-04-18T13:33:00.002-05:00

since I've found my way here. When I've had a few minutes to play these last few months, it's been just enough time to find a story or video, salivate and cum, then be off to deal with the intricacies of the "real world".

I have read the TMI questions each week, though not had time for an entry. One from several weeks ago has been haunting me...

"What could you do with less of, or more of in your sex life?"

(paraphrasing from memory)

Two answers have been duelling in my mind ever since;

1. Honesty

2. Trust.

In the early entries here I've spoken of telling the one person I thought I could trust with every detail about everything all there was to tell and having my honesty used as a weapon a number of years later. Though we've stayed together, things have never been the same; nor will they ever be!

It would be so wonderful just to be able to stash some toys where the grandkids couldn't find them to play with on my own, even if she wouldn't participate. But since she doesn't believe in "relieving one's own frustrations" either, that is impossible as well.

Things I'd love to do I daren't ask for...or even hint at. Though I'm very tempted to slip out and deal with things on my own, as I used to and probably will again, I used to know more people who were "interested" and enough of their history to feel safe doing so; answering a CL ad isn't quite the same thing...

So, here I am...yet again...

Dreaming of what could be...

Stuck with what is...

It's Tuesday...

2011-02-01T15:53:00.003-06:00

and since I fought the blizzard to get to work, only to be sent home because they closed the store...

I'm actually going to get a TMI up!

It's really hard to get 7 days worth of things done in the 3 I have off now...I hope I'm forgiven my scarcity of late!

1. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR HOME COUNTRY?

I was a US Navy sailor and went on a WestPac cruise when I was 17; The Philippines, Singapore, Hong Kong and Mombasa were places I saw, along with a lot of water.

2. FIRST JOB?

I mowed lawns from the time I was 7, but started working in a grocery store at 16. One of the best parts was collecting girls phone numbers off their Mom's checkbooks as they were writing them out...

3. WHAT WOULD YOU DO AT AN ORGY?

First I'd offer my mouth and ass to any pussy or cock that wanted them...after that, I'd be hoping someone might want a bit of my cock as well!

4. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?

I had a navel hernia repaired a few years ago; outpatient over a holiday weekend and returned to work on Tuesday.

5. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

Being a "nice guy".

6. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD SEX? AND WITH WHOM?

My wife, last night...filled her then ate her...

7. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

According to my mother, she and Dad used to "swing" and the middle name I've gone by my whole life is after her favorite swing partner, as my first name was my Dad's...

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST TURN OFF OF

- Men- Bad mouthing women
- Women- none I've found so far!

9. DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?

My wife would like me to think my love of licking her ass is one...and my love of creampie another!

10. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

I try to rationalize the wasted energy and calm myself; it took a lot of years to get there! I also believe in the "law of returns" and try not to put anything into motion I don't want coming back to me!

11. WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS?

Lose, please? They say the easiest way for a guy to add an inch is to lose 10 pounds...adding almost 6 would be nice!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE?

Years ago I read of an author compiling a book by asking celebrities what they thought the most important in the English language was. Hedy Lamarr answered "Empathy". I concur, and have tried to remember that every day since.

Now, out to start shoveling this blizzard out before my keeper comes home!

TMI Tuesday

2010-12-20T19:57:00.002-06:00

Asked to: I can only wish that...

"Name 5 things you would do to five different bloggers on xmas."

I can only wish that I could "throw the party of all parties"...

so each of us could meet...

and each of you could meet...

Being the "good slurry slut" that one of you so appropriately pointed out to me that I am, I'd most likely be very happy just lapping up!

May those of you who celebrate this time of year have the Happiest Holidays ever!

As the days shorten...

2010-12-12T16:21:00.003-06:00

and the snow falls, it's truly delightful to be able to steal a few moments here and there to visit this magical world!

A chance to cast away the chains of the world and its cares...

or perhaps a chance to dream of other chains!

Whatever the cares that plague you, may the holidays lessen them!

I thank you each for sharing this world with me...

TMI Tuesday...a brighter one!

2010-12-07T11:12:00.003-06:00

The proposed questions, via the sexy "Yummy" & "Playfully Yours"

Limits

1. What would you never do?

2. What do you want to try as you like the idea if it?

3. What did you try and now love?

4. What did you try and didn’t like?

#1 While there are other things that could go here, the first that comes to mind is being "beaten". While the thought of a very light whipping across my nipples or scrotum has become a "turn on", the idea of broken bones, bleeding or bruising is the furthest thing from "fun" I can think of...

#2 Being fisted! For years I tried to do it myself and finally gave up when I injured my back a few years ago...so very much I'd love to feel someone's hand writhing inside me...please?

#3 I can't say anal play here as I discovered it when I discovered masturbation; I'll go with nipple play, as I didn't start doing that until my 20's and it's become such a constant that I catch myself playing with them without thinking about it.

#4 Sadly, I guess, there are far too many things on the list of "undone" for any to have found there way to this one yet...

Work beckons in an hour...it's nice to be finding moments to slip by here again...I've missed all of you and this part of "me"!

TMI Tuesday...Family Edition

2010-12-01T17:11:00.002-06:00

a day late, because I was dealing with it's cause...

I only wish I was laughing about it!

(Warning- intimate, somewhat scary things follow...)

Perhaps, if she'd been different...

if she hadn't lied to my Dad so many times just to watch him spank/beat me...

if she hadn't told me she was going to do just that and that there was nothing I could do to stop it!

If she hadn't told me that he wasn't really my Dad because they "played" back in the day and that the name I'd gone by my whole life was the name of the male of the couple they played with...

(To look at photos of my Dad, his Dad, and especially one of my Uncles, you'd have no doubt...I don't...most of the time.)

If she hadn't tried to hook me up with old girlfriends in front of my wife after we were married w/children...

If she hadn't volunteered me to go in the delivery room with one of those girlfriends!

(and tried to make me feel guilty for not going!)

If she hadn't blamed me when Dad got pancreatic cancer at 56...saying it was my fault he got cancer "because I worried him"...

If she hadn't told her family that it was my fault he wouldn't give up and die because he "knew I was going to fuck my life up"...

If she hadn't called me up a few years later, after she'd "hit" on all the husbands in their circle of friends and driven them away, saying that Dad "wanted me to take care of her needs when she was gone, and that meant sex"...

Called me up and spent hours telling me about watching her sister and her cousin when they were growing up, having sex and trying to get her to join them...

About my her mother and two of her aunts putting on shows for my grandfather and their husbands and trying to get her to join them...

Perhaps I could feel differently about things...perhaps I'd have done what she wanted...perhaps I'd have enjoyed it!

When she called and asked me to go buy her a vibrator, I did...and batteries and KY.

Then she wanted me to stay and watch her use it...

I would go to pick her up for family gatherings and she would be nude when I got there...

once lying over the end of the couch asking "don't you want some of this"?

(That gambit she also tried on my brother-in-law and at least one of my nephews!)

Later, as her MS grew worse and she grew weaker, she'd be fine when my wife or sister helped her, but go limp and start to fall if one of the guys did...

Now she's 80, in a nursing home, she can't walk, she weighs so much they use a "dolly and crane" rig to toilet her, and for years I've tried to avoid going anywhere near her alone. I'm not sure I could lift her if I had to without hurting myself!

But yesterday, I had some test results from a colonoscopy that had to go in her chart and had to take them in during the day while my wife was at work. We also had made a copy for her...I tried to time it so she was at lunch, but failed.

I gave the nurse the papers and we talked a bit about Mom, her condition, her stubborness, etc.. Then I said I was going to take the papers down to the dining hall, and was told she was back in her room.

I should have known better...

She hadn't seen me yet when I realized her roomate wasn't there...I should have left.

But I didn't. I went the rest of the way in and gave her the papers and told her what they said as she's blind in one eye and has a hard time reading. She asked where my wife was, and about some other things. Finally I forced myself to give her a hug as I started to say goodbye...

She grabbed my crotch and said "You know, you still owe me some of this and my roomate's gone for the afternoon. Just go shut the door and pull down my slacks and my diaper!"

I don't dare tell my wife...she works in another nursing home; that is considered inappropriate behavior and is supposed to be reported, and could possibly get Mom thrown out, or medicated.

Sometimes life just sucks...

Sorry for such a "downer" entry...I have no where else to vent!

2010-11-26T11:12:00.002-06:00

A few extra minutes this morning...house to myself for the first time in a week...

I ran across this image on TUMBLR...

my chest tightened...

my breathing got ragged...

my balls jumped...

my asshole clenched...

my cock got so hard it aches...

and now transferring it here it's begun to leak a bit!

Oh to have someone do this to my nipples!

Use those for reins as you guide my head to your pussy!

Or your asshole!!

Or shove your cock down my throat!

Suspend me with them...

while I'm sitting on something much too big...

to ever go all the way in...

(like a greased bowling pin...mmmmmmm)

please?

A new TMI Tuesday...

2010-11-15T11:31:00.003-06:00

and a note to say I'm beginning to figure out how to survive 13-14 hours on my feet after many years of not having to, lol...in other words, I'm getting a handle on my new working life and will be "around" more, with timeout for spousal vacation days and the holidays.

On to the good stuff!

Whats the funniest...

1) place you have had sex

Being driven down a 4 lane city street by a friend and his girlfriend, in broad daylight, in the back seat of a station wagon with her best girlfriend...cars around honking, people waving and laughing...

2) Position you have done

Standing while "taking it" from behind in a video booth of an adult theatre that only had a curtain instead of a door...

3) Request from a partner

To have sex with her in the front seat of her car in front of her ex-boyfriend's house as she was trying to use me to make him jealous...

4) item of clothing or outfit worn during sex

Other than being lucky enough to be tied up once by my wife before she became more "vanilla" than I ever thought possible, I don't have much for this one...

5) Thing that happened

The first time I ever "batted cleanup" for someone else with my tongue, I was barely 18, a sailor and sharing a hotel room in the Philippines with a squadron mate. We had picked up two girls in a club rather than go back to the ship, and split the room. After we had each gone "two rounds" during which I had noticed "his" girl watching me "go down" on mine, they had a discussion that he and I couldn't understand and then they traded beds...

We woke up with both of them gone and me with their names and the name of their club written in indelible ink on one leg...

Way too TMI Tuesday...

2010-10-26T15:03:00.005-05:00

I've been thinking about this list ever since the first time I found it on the site of one of the sexiest women I'll ever know. My answers may startle some, but there is nothing there that hasn't been spoken of or hinted at somewhere in this blog...

Anal Sex-yes, please?
Anal Plugs (small)-as long as it stays in!
Anal Plugs (large)-Yes, preferably a vibrating one...
Anal Plug (public under clothes)-mmmmmmm yes, see above and please carry the remote?

Animal Roles-I always wanted to pull a chariot for some luscious Goddess...reins attached to nipple rings and the tongue of it lashed to my cock...

Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders)-depending on what you're offering, of course!

Aromas-please...yesssssssss
Asphyxiation-Not sure about this, but might try it depending...
Auctioned for charity-if you think someone would want me and I get to come home after!

Ball Stretching-like having them squeezed...why not?
Bathroom use control-if you like!
Beastiality-(blush) for the right audience, yes...
Beating (soft)-for the right reward, yes...
Beating (hard)-I'd rather not, thank you!
Blindfolding-sure!
Blood Play (Letting of, or playing with actual blood)-Menstrual is a treat, but not cutting...

Being Serviced (sexual)-mmmmmmm yesssss!
Being bitten-not to the point of drawing blood...
Breast/chest bondage-would love to try it!
Breath control-Love being under a nicely curved bottom or having a cock in my throat!

Branding-only if I'm your permanently!
Boot Worship-not a turn on for me...if it is for you we'll have to make a trade!
Bondage (light)-yes, please?
Bondage (heavy)-within the limits discussed already...
Bondage (multi-day)-if I'm your permanently!
Bondage (public under clothing)-mmmmm yessss!
Breast whipping-would like to try it!
Brown showers (scat)-(blush) yes, please!
Cages (locked inside)-not unless there's some padding for my old joints and bones!

Caning-I'd rather not, but perhaps if there was enough of a reward...

Castration fantasy-no, thank you! Squeeze them, bind them, but no removal!
Catheterization-sorry, no, have bad memories of grandfather ripping his out...

Cattle prod (electrical toy)-have tried some electro on my own...long as you're safe with it, yes, please!!!

Cells/Closets (locked inside of)-I'd rather not, please...
Chains-sure
Chamber pot use-I'll watch, thank you...
Chastity belts-No, thank you!
Chauffeuring-if you'd like
Choking-have gagged on large cocks before, but never really choked. Wouldn't mind seeing what a hand would feel like around my throat with a cock in it! (blush)

Chores (domestic service)-Within reason...
Clothespins-mmmmm love them on my nipples!
Cock rings/straps-yes, please
Cock worship-sure!
Collars (worn in private)- yes!
Collars (worn in public)- as long as I'm yours permanently!
Competitions (with other subs)- as long as I'm still yours when it's over!
Corsets (wearing casually)-No way...neither of us would like the result!
Corsets (trained waist reduction)-uh uh...
Cuffs (leather)-gladly!
Cuffs (metal)-long as I'm not hanging from them!
Cutting (Light) Cutting (Deep) Cutting (Hidden Areas) Cutting (Visible Areas)-nope
Diapers (wearing)- no!
Diapers (wetting)- no...
Diapers (soiling)-no
Dilation-always wanted to play with an inflatable butt plug...
Dildos- yes, please?
Double Penetration-sure!
Electricity-yesssssssssssssss!
Enemas (for cleansing)-rather give than receive...if we have to I guess!
Enemas ( retention/punishment)-no
Enforced chastity-NEVER!
Erotic Dance (for audience)-t'would be more of a jiggle, but if you want!
Examinations (physical)-Probe away...
Exercise (forced/required)-to a point...
Exhibitionism (friends)-as long as I'm yours...
Exhibitionism (strangers)-see above...
Eye contact restrictions-not a turn on for me, but if it is for you...
Face Slapping-ass yes, perhaps, while being fucked...face, no!
Fantasy Abandonment-don't understand this one
Fantasy rape-Ok...
Fantasy gang rape-would like a gangbang, not sure about rape
Fear (being scared)-not a turn on
Fisting (anal)-want that so badly!
Fisting (vaginal)-doesn't apply, sorry!
Flame play-I like wax, but not flame
Following orders-within reason
Foot worship-depends on where they've been...
Forced bedwetting-not a turn on for me
Forced Bi-you can't force the willing!
forced dressing-not a turn on for me...
Forced eating-not a turn on for me...
Forced homosexuality-see "bi" above!
Forced heterosexuality-happily omni, sorry!
Forced masturbation-'til I'm raw, anyway!
Forced nudity (private)-sure
Forced nudity (around others)- long as I'm yours permanently
Forced Servitude Forced Straight- not really
Forced smoking-not cigarettes and not unless I'm permanently yours!
Forced TV / Gender Change-not a turn on for me
Full head hoods-sure
Gags (cloth)-for a while, anyway
Gags (inflatable)-ok, I guess
Gags (phallic)-rather have a cock, thank you
Gags (rubber)-if it turns you on...
Gags (tape)-I'd rather not
Gas masks-depends on what it's attached to, I guess
Gates of Hell (male)-don't understand this one
Genital sex-I hope!
Given away to another Dom (temp)-as long as they observe all the limits posted!
Given away to another Dom (perm)-Not if I'm yours, thank you!
Golden Showers-(blush) Yes, Please?
Gun play-no thank you
Hair brush spankings-no thanks
Hair pulling- no, don't have enough
Hand Jobs (giving)- if you won't let me use my mouth or fuck me, sure
Hand Jobs (receiving)-sure
Harems (serving w/other subs)- if I have to
Harnessing (leather)- yes, please
Harnessing (rope)-gently, yes...
Having food chosen for you-not a turn on for me!
Having clothing chosen for you-ok
Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus)-Yes, Please?
Head (rcv fellation/cunnilingus)-I'd love some, thank you!
High Heel Wearing-no, sorry...
High Heel Worship-doesn't turn me on...
Homage with tongue (non-sexual)-my tongue is always sexual!
Hoods-didn't we answer this already?
Hot oils (on genitals)-like wax...warm oil would be nice, but not "hot"!
Hot waxing-warm...no blisters please!
Housework (doing)-I'm pretty good at it!
Human puppy dog- not a turn on for me!
Humiliation (private)-if you have the need...
Humiliation (public)- see above...
Hypnotism- I'd rather not!
Ice cubes-Love them in my ass, they make my cum thick like jelly!
Immobilisation- as long as you are riding my tongue, sure!
Infantilism-no thanks
Initiation rites- not really
Injections-not unless you're piercing my nipples...
Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage-yes, for a while, sure
Interrogations-no thanks
Kidnapping-not really a turn on
Kneeling-not unless there's padding for my knees...
Knife play-NO
Leather Clothing-not a turn on for me...if it is for you, then we'll see!
Leather restraints-as long as it's us playing, sure!
Lectures for misbehavior-if I have it coming..
Licking (non-sexual)-there is no such thing!
Lingerie (wearing)-doesn't really apply
Manacles and Irons-unless they're padded a bit, no
Manicures (giving)-sure, why not!
Massage (giving)- sure!
Massage (receiving)-I'd love it!
Medical scenes-OK to a point
Modeling for erotic photos-as long as I'm permanently yours!
Mouth bits-not a turn on for me!
Mummification-not really
Name change (for scene)-pet names, or something, sure, why not?
Needle Play-only for that nipple piercing I want so much!
Nipple clamps-yes, please
Nipple rings (piercing)-PLEASE, YES?
Nipple weights-after they're healed, PLEASE?
Oral/anal play (rimming)-mmmmmm yessssssss!
Over the knee spanking-not a turn on for me...
Orgasm denial-NO
Orgasm control-to a point
Outdoor scenes-mmmmmm long as I'm yours, sure!
Pain (severe)-no, never
Pain (mild)-to a point
Persona training (in scene)-I guess...
Personal modification (rl)-see piercing above
Phone sex (serving Dom)-OK
Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends)-OK
Phone sex (commercial provider)-Would love to try it!
Piercing (temporary, play-pierce-I'd rather have the real thing, thank you!
Piercing (permanent)-Yessssssss!
Plastic surgery-not a turn on...wouldn't mind having an eye lift someday...
Prison scenes-only if it turns you on
Prostitution (public pretense)-ok
Prostitution (actual)-no, thankyou
Pony slave-pulling, not riding!
Public exposure- as long as I'm permanently yours!
Punishment scene- don't plan on doing anything to be punished for!
Pussy/cock whipping- only lightly...
Pussy worship-yes, please?
Riding crops-not really a turn on
Riding the "horse" (crotch tort)-no thanks
Rituals-not really
Religious scenes-not really
Restrictive rules on behavior-depends
Rubber/latex clothing-depends
Rope body harness-see bondage...
Saran wrap- doesn't turn me on
Scarification-no thanks
Scratching - getting-not a turn on
Scratching - giving- see above
Sensory deprivation-yes, love to try it!
Serving-I'd love to, thanks
Serving as art-not really
Serving as ashtray-no
Serving as furniture-no
Serving as a maid-if it turns you on somehow...
Serving as a toilet (urine)-(blush) I'd love to
Serving as a toilet (feces)-(blushing again) I'd love to try!
Serving as waitress/waiter-See maid above
Serving orally (sexual)-ALWAYS!!!!
Serving other Doms (supervised)-yes
Serving other Doms (unsupervised)-only if they respect the limits here
Sexual deprivation (short term)-only very short term!
Sexual deprivation (long term)-no
Shaving (body hair)-doesn't turn me on
Having (head hair)-see above
Skinny dipping- sure
Sleep deprivation-not a turn on
Sleep sacks-don't understand this one!
Slutty clothing (private)-sure
Slutty clothing (public)- long as I'm yours!
Spandex clothing-doesn't turn me on!
Spanking-not unless it turns you on...perhaps if you're fucking me...
Speech restrictions (when/what)-not a turn on!
Speculums (anal)-mmmmmmmm would love to try one!
Speculums (vaginal)-doesn't apply
Spitting-OK
Spreader bars-Love to try one, thank you!
Standing in corner-not a turn on
Stocks-depends on if I'm being used while in them!
Straight jackets-I'd rather not
Strap-on-dildos (sucking on)-If you really want me to...
Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by)-yesssss, please!!!!!!!
Strap-on-dildos (wearing)-if you really want me to
Strapping (full body beating)-no thanks
Suspension (upright)-mmmmm with my ass resting on a lubed bowling pin...please?
Suspension (inverted)-no thanks
Supplying new partners for Dom-not really a turn on
Swallowing feces-I'll try!
Swallowing semen -mmmmmmmm yes!
Swallowing urine-yes
Swapping (with one other couple)- if I'm yours that is up to you!
Swinging (multiple couples)-see above
Tampon training (in ass)-Why?
Tattooing- if I'm yours
Teasing-to a point
TENS unit (electrical toy)-mmmmm yesssssssssss PLEASE!!!!
Thumb cuffs (metal)-not really a turn on
Tickling-as long as neither of us gets hurt!
Triple Penetration-mmmmmmmm I'd love to try!
Urethral Sounds (metal rods)-NO! Terrifies me!
Uniforms-if it turns you on
Including others-see above
Vaginal dildo-anatomical impossibility
Verbal humiliation-to a point
Vibrator on genitals-mmm yes please?
Violet wand (electrical toy)-YESSSS!
Voyeurism (watching others)-sure, especially if I'm playing or servicing someone!
Voyeurism (your Dom w/others)-see above
Video (watching others)-yes
Video (recordings of you)-if I'm permanently yours, in a heartbeat!
Water torture-NO
Waxing (hair removal)-Not a turn on for me!
Wearing symbolic jewelry- I'd love to if I'm yours!
Weight gain (forced)-not a turn on
Weight loss (forced)-to a point
Whipping-lightly, with a cat across my cock and balls while you ride my tongue? Please?

Wooden paddles- no
Wrestling-not a turn on...if it is for you, then pin me and lets get on with the licking!

Peace...

2010-10-25T12:57:00.004-05:00

at least for the day!

Between training and actually starting to work, I've had three days off in two weeks. Not much time for a life, let alone much fun! I've stopped and said "hi" to a few of you as I had a minute here and there, and much missed my time with the rest of you!

Now I'm off to see what's going on in your worlds and see how many times I can cum in one afternoon...

I'm sooooooooooo looking forward to this!

Service (with a smile)!

2010-10-15T15:01:00.002-05:00

Home - Porn Videos - MatureHot Pussy Movies at Empflix.com

A bit of time to "play" today...

and dream!

Sadly, seriously...

2010-10-10T12:01:00.002-05:00

I'm returning to the working world; I had an orientation last week for a new job and being training tomorrow. I'm not sure what kind of shape I'll be in as it's going to be a bit physical; it's been over 2 years since I retired and though I haven't been inactive, I haven't exactly been busting my ass, either!

So, for the next little while anyway, there may not be much here; I'll still try to visit you if time permits, but not promising anything until I settle in and settle into some kind of schedule.

I'm going to miss my time here...desperately!

I'd love to be waiting...

2010-10-09T13:15:00.002-05:00

for someone when they came home...

just like this...

with the addition of chains between my nipples...

connected to a dog's choker...

wrapped around my cock and balls.

My mouth is at that perfect height...

please use it?

Wouldn't I love...

2010-09-28T13:17:00.002-05:00

to know how wonderful this would feel!

(click the photo for video)

I'd like to think...

2010-09-20T12:22:00.003-05:00

I wouldn't have to tie someone up to get them to ride my tongue this way...

or if they were turned the other way!

As my previously mentioned "vanilla" wife slid down from this position yesterday to ride my cock, her hands pushed on my neck and, though I knew better, I put them back there. Not really wanting to be "choked" but enjoying that feeling of submission...

That was the end of the "festivities" for the day and led to a long line of questions about "where did that come from" and "who have you been playing with" etc., and the descent of an icy curtain over the rest of the day.

I wonder when it will thaw?

Life cycles...

2010-09-19T16:24:00.005-05:00

Conventional wisdom says that "Guys are visual; girl are cerebral".

Lying proudly somewhere along the middle of the Kinsean scale (an arbitrator of masculine/feminine tendencies...for those who haven't read my early entries, I'm very much an "omni"sexual, to borrow a term I truly love, rather than just limit myself by saying "bi"sexual), I seem to cycle between months of being more visual and other periods where it's stories and narrative that "light my fire" and fuel my libido.

Thus, you'll find some new story sites in the border on your left. I added the everlicious Library Vixen, I dug up the old ASSTR archive the other day to find some old friends to play with; another writer I really like switched into a WordPress format with an index, so you'll find him there; also a writer I really like has his own blog, and though he doesn't seem to write there very often, his sidebar has links to all of his work, plus some very interesting stuff by others.

I read far too much for my own good, anyway, be it erotic or not; just like I'm far too oral for my own good...or at times far too submissive for my own good. That said, of all those I follow or link to here, you must know that it's your minds that truly draw me to each of you! Whether it's what visually stimulates you, or the way you bare your soul, or the flights of fancy you explore; I follow you each for one reason; I can't NOT follow you!

For every one of you who appear to the left of this column in "links" or "followers", I'm grateful you are each in this world and that you share your world with me!

Thank you!

I'm mad as hell...

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and since I can't make the comments work where I was, I'll come home and say it!'

I was just looking at a TUMBLR feed called "Big Girls Don't Cry"

One lovely young woman was writing of how her parents are always trying to make her lose weight as they liked the skinnier girl she was when she was younger.

I'm so tired of Madison Avenue giving girls Karen Carpenter complexes!!!

When I was young "Twiggy" was the toast of the world in her mini-skirts...

But the girl every guy lusted after was Marilyn Monroe, although she'd died a few years before that.

I looked up her "stats" and Marilyn was 5' 5" and weighed around 140 at the peak of her fame. In the dress sizes of the day, she was around a 10...

Real women have curves!

That will take you to the post in reference...

It's such a shame that girls who should be enjoying their bodies are driven to tears for the profit of stockholders! It should be criminal!

I'll say it again:

Real women have curves!

Dreams...

2010-09-13T15:30:00.002-05:00

Usually my dreams lie close to scenes like this one, among many...

But seeing this one, other things take over inside me...
and I can't help but wish...

This was me!

The nipples and clamps...

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in this lovely image:

(borrowed from "SM Pictures" blog)

make my chest ache, my balls tighten and I swear I'm leaking pre-cum...

Envy doesn't begin to cover it!

Caught up in life...

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It's so easy in this world...

to get caught up in "life"...

that we forget our dreams...

we lose hope and something...

to look forward to!

May your dreams be frequent...

and WET!!!!!!!!!!!

Return to the "real" world!

2010-09-01T14:39:00.006-05:00

Finally I have the time to reclaim my life...physically exhausted and beaten, after weeks of working my ass off (literally, actually, I managed to lose about 20 pounds), my son has his house on the market and I can reclaim my life.

I thought that family vacations had interfered with my sex life, but never ever like this has!

Years ago I read a Mae West quote about "An orgasm a day keeps the doctor away". I've managed to maintain that quota for most of my life, since around age 12 or so; the days of 3 or even 4 of them would probably still cover me for my "average" and keep me from falling to an average of less than one.

But between working outside in the heat, the long hours from 10 to midnight or so (some 2 and 4AM mornings found their way into the mix) I've just been "too pooped to pop" for weeks now.

So I'm going blog-hopping and video cruising and dream chasing now...

Hopefully the callouses I've found don't interfere with my pleasure!

Thank you for the comments and the e-mails and the well wishes...

_______________________________

A bit later...

I haven't cum yet...

not that I haven't been "playing"...

but I've been close enough to "hear" the cum inside my cock as I stroke...

especially while watching this:

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I'd love to be either of those girls!

Finally, the "one that did me in":

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As jealous as I am of the lucky girl on top. it's the one below I truly envy!

Intermission...

2010-08-11T10:29:00.002-05:00

Familial obligations have shot a large hole in my "free time" of late, and I've barely had time to eat and sleep; it may be another week to 10 days before that picture changes.

Just as that happened I received a lovely photo in my e-mail from Mistress J, a reward for the last exchange I shared between us.

As lovely as her pussy is; her creamy black skin pulled back to show me her pinkness and the glistening sheen from what I hope was something I wrote, what really struck me is her fingernails! I'm not really a pain-slut, but I keep wondering what those nails might feel like on my skin...on my balls...sliding along the bottom of my cock...

That's about all I've had time for of late...

To wonder...

to dream...

See you all soon I hope!

A lucky boy...

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With his tongue buried in Heaven!

Beth is an awfully lucky girl...

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I'd like to be her for an afternoon...or two...or three!

From my e-mail...

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this last weekend; the last few days have been relentless and I've just now gotten time to follow through on it...

What She wrote is in regular type...my replies in italics...

Mistress J takes you by the hand and leads you to the bathroom.

Puts you on your knees then blindfolds you.

A mixture of lust, anticipation and dread fill me as I wonder what She has on Her mind...

You hear some rustling. A familiar sound begins, its a zipper. You start smiling.

and hoping that perhaps...

perhaps...

You hear something hit the bathroom floor.

You feel something on your head.

Then you notice that smell.

Mistress' panties.

The feel of the fabric gives me a rush...

Your senses are overcum with the smell of Her juices.

She has worn them all day.

The heady aroma of Her pussy fills my nostrils and makes me salivate...

a hint of the scent of piss...

and other delights...

I moan despite myself...

my cock hardens of it's own volition...

You are told you can lick the panties.

and I lick them...

then try to suck on them...

trying to find each bit of Her that's been offered...

Then Mistress requests you stroke your cock at the same time.

My cock is so hard it actually hurts...

as I begin to stroke it...

it's almost as if it begins to leak immediately...

Mistress can hear some moaning.

I can't help but moan and hope I'm forgiven...it's almost subconcious at this point...

She states firmly to stroke your cock faster and lick those panties like it was Her pussy.

Tell Mistress how good She tastes.

As badly as I wish it was Her instead of just Her panties...

I'll take what I'm offered gladly...

the taste of Her pussy...

a hint of Her pee...

the thought that perhaps a trace of other things might linger...

Now She wants you to taste your precum.

I wipe a drop of me from the tip of my cock when told...

and smear a bit on my lips as I stick my tongue out and taste it...

dreaming of other's cum...

perhaps from Her if I'm good...

Mistress J sticks a finger in

Her pussy a few times and wipes it on the panties you are licking.

Her smell is much stronger.

Your cock is nice and hard.

To know that Heaven is so close...

that the source of my delight is within reach...

my cock aches it's so very hard...

my balls tense like they are weighted...

The sound of Mistress J peeing takes over ALL your senses.

The long stream hitting the bowl.

Your mouth watering as you stroke faster.

She knows me far too well...

She knows my heart is pounding...

that I'm wishing She wouldn't waste it...

that I was good enough She would share...

Soon the strong piss smell is in the air.

The scent is so strong I'm woozy...

my lust for it and for Her and all She offers...

You feel warmth against your cock.

Its Her piss!!

You are so excited.

Her nectar so hot...

it fuels me as I soak in Her heat...

Your cock straining as you keep stroking in Her piss.

It's all I can do not to try to lean into Her stream...

to redirect it...

to my mouth...

Mistress J begs you to cum with Her piss on you.

I have no choice now...I'm too far gone not to cum...

Your strokes become faster.

My head says "slow down and enjoy"...my lust says "you couldn't stop if you wanted"...my hand becomes a blur...then I manage to fight through my instinct and stop...

You feel more warm piss as you start to cum.

So far gone that Her warmth...

the heat of Her piss is enough to finish me...

my hand fills with my cum and Her hot piss...

Mistress J is pleased

Her final request is you licking your hand

with Her piss and your hot cum mixed together.

I pour the mixture of "us" into my mouth...

swirling it around my mouth...

then start to lick my palm and fingers...

hoping that perhaps...

She is pleased enough to let me lick Her clean...

_________________________________________

If only she lived close enough I could! 4 days worth of cum I just cleaned up...never more gratefully!

I wanna taste too!

2010-07-27T14:38:00.002-05:00

Life intervened and I hadn't planned a post today...

Haven't had a chance to cum since Friday...

but came in from the heat to cool off...

and this heated me up in other ways!

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Wish I could afford just 10 more minutes...

Mouthwatering..

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Her ass...his cock...the throat fuck...the collar and leash...

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Wouldn't that be a lovely way to start the week?

My favorite position...

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in one of its many variations...

And when you're done...

and can stand no more...

Please (please, please)...

turn around and let me continue?

(photo once again from "Library Vixen" and her TUMBLR)

How many licks to the center of your being?

My soul...

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is trying yet again to wend its way to the lovely Vixen who posted this...

She knows my slutty soul so well!

Sometimes...

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I run across a clip that just takes my breath away...

from beginning to end...

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I wish it had ended with a creampie...

dripping from her gaping asshole...

running down to her sweet pussy...

My ass envies her...

but I'd still lick both of them clean!

Every now and then...

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I can't help but wonder...

how good it would taste...

how would it feel...

how much could I swallow...

and how out of my mind I'd go...

having a lovely cock like this to play with!

I've never been bashful about admitting I was bi...

though I probably skew 70/30 towards women...

as far as my visual attraction...

and my dreams probably go more 80/20.

But every time I see a nice thick cock...

or a long cock...

I salivate just as much as I do...

when looking at women's asses...

or pussies...

and I know I'd play just as hard...

and have just as much fun...

and hope it never ended!

Another toy I'd like to try...

2010-07-15T11:07:00.002-05:00

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I tried playing with some electo-stim a few years ago, though my version wasn't nearly as cool. Just an old stereo, with two wires dropped off the headphone jack. I tried nipple to nipple (later reading that going across the heart is always a no-no), I tried ass to nipple, ass to cock, ass to ball, ball to ball...not even a tingle! It's probably just as well, as "knocking myself out" and being caught wouldn't have been a good one anyway! That the stereo was only 35 watts played into it I'm sure, but I thought it best to start small and really expected at least a tickle, if not a buzz!

So when I see toys like this I swoon a bit at the thought!

I can imagine the touch on my nipples...my balls...my cock...

After months of wondering...

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if my writing was solely for myself...

if those that visited were only looking for pics...

for video...

I received a lovely e-mail from someone...

very sweet and sexy...

who said she had an award for me!

I'm very, very grateful!

A few minutes peace...

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now that my wife has gone back to work...

Bloghopping, knowing I'll never catch up...

wondering what I may have missed!

After a few minutes my cock is already "up"...

lovely blogposts...

a hot video or two...

a cruise through some Craig's List ads...

and my hand strays...

stroking slowly at first...

another video and it's urging me to hurry...

it's been far too long!

I click to a story site...

and as I see the new updates and titles...

the phone rings.

It's lunchtime for her...

I haven't even eaten breakfast...

knowing that if she knew what I'd been doing...

I'd be sleeping elsewhere tonight.

Pleasantries and updates exchanged...

I go back to a video I'd started earlier...

in less than a minute I'm close...

I stop, walk away and turn the air on...

then come back to click on another...

looking for the finish I know is waiting...

for both it and I!

Though I start out envious...

of the cocks she's playing with...

I end up...

finding myself jealous...

of a bowl...

and her mouth...

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A Sweet Treat!

2010-06-24T14:58:00.002-05:00

Lovely pink...

shown by long fingernails...

a pearl peeking...

from it's top.

Wet from anticipation...

it's froth showing...

I know other tastes await!

She smiles down...

knowing the ache...

the one in my chest...

my loins...

my soul.

She teases me...

the scent of Her flower...

an inch from my nose.

Her finger tries...

to dislodge the pearl...

knowing how badly my tongue...

would like to help.

She leans back...

just a bit and...

pushes towards me...

as Her peehole...

begins to dribble.

I reach with my tongue...

trying to catch it...

then lean in with open mouth...

hoping I'm forgiven.

I try to keep up...

Her fingernail rubbing my nose...

as Her finger plays with Her clit...

but I can't swallow fast enough...

She escapes my mouth...

runs down my neck...

and flows hot over my nipples...

making my cock twitch...

as my mouth fills again.

Her stream finally slows...

and I try to lick...

the last few drops...

from Her...

wondering what other delights...

are in store!

Someday...soon I hope...

A long hard afternoon...

2010-06-21T16:28:00.007-05:00

that started when I cleared the other things I needed to do at noontime.

It seems that I did follow my instructions last week well enough to receive a reward; one I'm very grateful for. After catching up some odds and ends here and fighting the urge to answer some Craigslist ads, I opened the e-mail I was sent to find instructions to click on the attached video and watch it until I couldn't stand it anymore...

So I spent several very long hours working myself up to "the edge" then cooling back down enough to continue.

The source of the video will not allow embedding, but I have put a link to it here. Mistress seems to know some of my buttons very very well...

Finally, with my cock starting to feel the effects of playing for so very long, being able to feel the precum so hot and wet inside it and trying to leak the last few times I stopped (there were many of those stops through the course of 3 viewings...one of which had me looking at a potato with particular fondness after eliminating other items in the house...)I went over the edge thinking how very very much I'd like to trade places with "Alisya"...I was so hard and so "far gone" my legs were trembling and I was rising from the chair, fucking my hand as much as I was stroking, saying "fuck me fuck me fuck me" before it turned to "Thank you Mistress, thank you thank you thank you Mistress". Having had a long weekend without cumming, I had a nice palmful when I was done, with it trying to slip between my fingers as I tried to lick it up without making too much mess. I wished I hadn't already finished my cappuccino because it would have been delightful to sip on for another hour or two...

I don't have it in me to cum again right now, though the thought of ways to make my own turn even hotter have arisen...I also looked up the girl in the video and found one of her with a bowling pin...a very old fantasy of mine, one I wrote of in the earliest entries here. I was a bit disappointed that she only took the head of the pin and didn't try to work her way down further onto the body of it, but then she did have a very nice cock she was fucking and sucking at the same time, so I can understand the distraction.

For myself, I always wondered if I could be fucked and fisted 'til you could put it in the other way...(blush)!

and looking forward to someone lending a hand...or two!

The instructions were simple enough...

2010-06-18T14:45:00.002-05:00

"I want you to go in the bathroom when you have to pee and cum."

Neither of those is ever far apart...

"Get in the shower with no socks and shoes on, then pee on your feet.

Rule--you can't drink the pee but you can have three laps from your tongue.

Place your hand in the pee then start stroking your cock with your hot piss. When you are ready to cum make sure you get some on your hand and suck it off like it was on my asshole. I mean suck it hard....like you were working your way to my treasure."

Unlike most guys...

I've always "jacked off" dry! When I first started at 11 or so, I didn't know better; as I spent more time doing it, it was just easier and there are only a few times through the years since it's been a problem. It probably causes some loss of sensitivity, but that has advantages as well!

So I varied from the instructions just a bit...

using the edge of the non-slip mat to "catch" and hold the urine so it didn't all run down the drain (I do good work when I plumb, lol)...

and kneeling with one leg up on the side of the tub so I could stroke easily, held my tongue there 3 different times, soaking up the flavor. I've never been fond of my own taste(s) but instructions are instructions and it was better than any other piss I'd tasted lately (meaning none)!

I usually cum in my other hand (I'm a righty and can't masturbate myself with my left to save my soul, though when it comes to others I'm ambidextrous). Some days if it's early, I'll shoot my cum into my cappuccino and savor the added flavor for a few hours (one of the times I like the taste of my own cum).

I had to raise up when I got off, to catch the cum in my other hand and lick it up...the thought of licking it from between a pair of asscheeks or especially trickling from a freshly fucked asshole more than enough to make me lick up every drop.

"I expect to see some part of a post on your blog about this in the next week!!

A good SLAVE will be rewarded....."

I shall hope so!

In filling out a FetLife profile a while back I have come to figure out that I'm more of a "fetishist" than a "submissive", though my fetishes tend to place me in that position...not one I mind if that's what it takes!

I wonder what happens now?

Licking these two clean...

2010-06-15T16:17:00.003-05:00

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would be almost as fun as trading places with her!

I got some instructions in my e-mail the other day, from someone who lives almost close enough to play with and has told me more than once that she has a strap-on that would love to find a home inside me. They border on some favorite things, though of course, fall short of fulfilling them totally. Perhaps this afternoon or tomorrow I'll get a chance to follow them.

Life keeps pitching curveballs...

but I know what I'd like to do with the bat!

Dreaming again...

2010-06-11T12:26:00.002-05:00

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of trading places with this girl...

I used to play with toys a lot more than I have the last few years...now it's usually fingers...3 or 4 at a time.

Though I've always wanted to slip my thumb in, I have never been limber enough.

Care to fuck me silly?

I've always wanted...

2010-06-09T14:40:00.002-05:00

to see a photo of my own ass gaped so deliciously large...

It may have been at some point, but I didn't get to see it!

In the early entries of this blog I wrote of a toy I used to have, before my vanilla S.O. freaked out and banished them all. A vibrating butt plug, about 3" (or 8.5cm) across. I wore it once for about 10 hours and am sure that my ass must not have been able to close when I finally let it slip out, but would love to have seen the resulting cavern...

Of course I realize I wouldn't be nearly so nice to look at as she is...I figured we would limit my photo to just the gape and it's immediate surroundings!

Anyone like to lend a hand? Please?

Everytime...

2010-06-05T14:34:00.002-05:00

I see a lovely photo like this one, of a pierced nipple being chained, weighted, or used as a lead, my balls tighten, my breath draws short and I swoon just a bit...

I wanted very badly to get mine done many years ago and was told "no" as our children were still living at home then and my very "vanilla" but significant other couldn't deal with it. All these years later she's grown ever more vanilla, so I have no hope of pursuing this dream unless we seperate.

Thank goodness for clothes pins!

And All That Ass!

2010-06-03T10:41:00.002-05:00

(image courtesy of the lovely Kinky Webmistress at "We Love Big Booty")

Having been out of circulation these last few weeks while my S.O. was on vacation, her return to work coincided with my paycheck's arrival and I did our monthly shopping run.

My head has always been swept away by a well turned ass, but whether it's the "not being out and around", or the arrival of summer, or the inversely proportional mathematics of my age making things look better, but fine fine booty seemed to be everywhere!

Old, young, big, small; my heart was in a constant state of "ah" and my cock in a constant state of hard, right along with my tongue being so thick and my mouth so full of saliva it's a wonder I didn't drown!

Perhaps I'm too oral for my own good, but that's where my head always goes first...wondering how many licks it would take to get to the center of whichever lovely ass I'm admiring...or how long could I lick before she screamed and burrowed down onto my tongue, slipping it inside and fucking her sweet sweet little starfish with it?

and now I have something I need to take care of! Any volunteers to help?

My "keeper"...

2010-05-27T23:56:00.001-05:00

has been on vacation this week, but she goes back to work next Tuesday and I'll be back then...

:o)

Feed me this...

2010-05-19T14:18:00.002-05:00

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Let me have that sweet creampie, then I'll lick you both clean...

My idea of Heaven...

2010-05-12T15:24:00.003-05:00

Care to share?

I could never last this long...

2010-05-10T14:46:00.003-05:00

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but I'd love to die trying!

I've spent my week...

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reading stories and surfing, only posting a few pics to another blog I'm lucky enough to participate in.

I noticed yesterday that I've been reading and playing so much that my right nipple is twice the size of my left, as I sit here with my left hand subconsciously twisting and pulling it, while my right hand is busy with the mouse or playing with my cock.

I always wished my nipples were larger; the right now a bit larger than a pencil eraser, the left smaller than one. Years ago I begged to get them pierced but was told no by my very vanilla s.o.. Had she said yes, then I had thought I could acquire a pair of cages to pin and stretch them with.

Not being able to keep toys at hand for the same reason, I was in the garage the other day and picked up the hand vacuum pump I have for working on cars and slipped it under my shirt. The clear plastic hose was very sharp against my nipple and hurt when I really pumped it down; I'm going to try to adapt something else to it to see if I can get the feeling of suction rather than cutting...I keep looking at some of the vacuum devices on line, the nipples distended and turning color and it makes my balls jump everytime!

of course, if someone wanted to chew on them for a while...

Kink...

2010-04-24T16:19:00.003-05:00

Fetish...

whatever you'd like to call it, we all have them...

some vanilla...

some far from it!

As first print and now cyber media have proven, though; it doesn't matter what you think of, you won't be the first, the last, or the only one.

From the point of sanity, it's comforting to know that!

Back to the days of the "Penthouse: Forum" magazines, and others like "Screw" and "Swank", I had found some thing there that confirmed I wasn't alone in the world; some of the spawned new interests, or perhaps the furthering of other "trails not scouted" yet.

Then came "the Net" with news groups, then webites, and now blogs all devoted to varying interests.

As I approach 5,000 visitors, though not nearly that many have commented, I'd like to say thank you to each; I hope you found something you enjoyed, something that piqued an interest, or something that confirmed that neither are you "all alone" in this world. For those who have commented, I am grateful; some of your kind words have reassured, encouraged and given comfort to me. I hope perhaps more of you will decide to "screw up your courage" and say something as we "cruise on down the road" a bit!

Thank you!

Decisions, decisions...

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Do I want to be her?

or lick her clean?

Heaven...

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Could know no sweeter treat!

Please, may I taste? For hours?

Wouldn't I love...

2010-04-09T16:01:00.001-05:00

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To be her for a little while!

though I'd probably have to fuck at least one of them!

(I found this posted at Cumshot Village and just had to borrow it...)

Yessssssssss!

2010-04-07T13:46:00.003-05:00

I'd love to trade places with this lovely brunette...

bury your bone in me, please?

Love to do this....

2010-04-07T13:44:00.001-05:00

without the funnel...

or in reverse, with "her" using the funnel in me!

The sweetest dessert...

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I could ever dream of!

I love creampie...I love the taste of cum...it doesn't matter where it's from or when!

I can imagine no act more intimate than licking someone clean after they've been freshly filled or newly withdrawn!

Care to share yours with me?

I've tried...

2010-03-26T13:20:00.003-05:00

To do this to myself and could get to 4 fingers easily, but never managed to slip my thumb in...

Wish you'd help me out!

Incredibly edible!

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both of them...before...during...after!

Long strokes...

2010-03-18T11:52:00.002-05:00

in a lovely ass...

watching or doing, a treat everytime!

Between familial obligations and a cold I've been a bit overwhelmed of late. It's sure nice to get a chance to surf...

of course, if someone wanted to play...

Is it wrong...

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to lust after a girl from 140 years ago?

Lovely curves...

I'd love to run my tongue over them!

I wish...

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I had a place to hide all of these from my wife...

and maybe a playmate to use them with...

My bell ringer...

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Each time, every time...doing, reading, thinking, dreaming...the one thing that sends me over the edge without fail!

Settle your ass onto my tongue for a while?

Mouthwatering good...

2010-02-26T12:19:00.002-06:00

from her ass to my mouth...then to lick her clean...every sweet hot drop...

(blush)

My idea of heaven...

2010-02-24T13:25:00.002-06:00

You wouldn't even need to tie me up...though if you'd really like too...!

Awakened by a memory...

2010-02-20T13:11:00.005-06:00

the velvet head of a cock...

sliding past my lips...

the feel of its veins...

rippling past them.

The taste of it...

on my tongue...

then the flange...

working the back of my throat.

The pulse...

as I push up with my tongue...

trying to keep my lips...

over my teeth as he fucks me.

Knowing...

as I fight gagging...

that I only have 2/3 in me...

wanting it all!

He holds my head...

gently but firmly...

as he makes my mouth...

his bitch.

Finally spewing his

sweetness

straight into my throat...

stroke after stroke.

He lets me lick it clean...

then too quickly...

he's gone...

the door closed again.

I'm alone in the booth...

wishing...

he'd come back...

and take me home!

(a version of the memory I shared here)

It's so hard to decide...

2010-02-16T14:25:00.001-06:00

Who I'd like to be in scenarios like this...

Perhaps we can take turns and play all 3?

Reading...

2010-02-09T17:23:00.002-06:00

far too many stories...for some reason they've been an easier escape the past few days.

Mental instead of visual? It's not like I don't see myself in each and every story.

I'd love to think I could write one sometimes, but doubt my abilities too much.

Ah well...time to read one more before I start dinner!

Nice ass, nice cock...

2010-02-04T15:49:00.001-06:00

lovely creampie!

You're probably tired of hearing it, but I'd love to lick her clean...

So thirsty...

2010-02-03T11:53:00.001-06:00

I have oft wondered what it is in me that makes my heart skip a beat when I see something so lovely; why is it that my mouth waters and I want nothing more than to share in the offering...

Love to cover that fountain with my mouth...then see if I could make her keep smiling!

You wouldn't even need to tie me up...

2010-01-30T10:27:00.003-06:00

I'd love to trade places with this girl so badly! Though the ropes might be nice just so I could hold the position and relax against them! My heart can feel the bliss that shows on her face...

and if we got to here, I'd know I'd found Heaven on Earth!

Is there an Angel out there who'd like to take me there?

(found these lovely photos at "Bendula" and am going to "Everything Butt" to see what else I might be lucky enough to find!)

Words...

2010-01-27T13:39:00.003-06:00

float through my head. I click links, read stories...I salivate and masturbate...the voices whispering in my ears...echoing in my soul.

Occasionally I'm lucky enough to chat with someone, though I don't often anymore because that usually ends with my getting other people off and no one wants to get me off. It's like pouring my heart out here as I did in the early posts and never getting a response, yet watching the counter tick over, knowing that someone is reading; many someone's actually...were they so shocked they were speechless?

Photos, videos, words...all have their place in my heart; a time when each will work better than the others. Flight of fancy...fantasy...fantastic!

The most powerful sex drug on Earth is the mind; the only thing more powerful is a like-minded one!

Yesterday in flirting I asked a girl to throat-fuck me with her strap-on, knowing that she would enjoy doing it. She didn't know what I was watching at the time; a video of a girl being throat fucked as she spluttered and choked and coated his cock...

I've never been one for breathplay, but found myself wanting to look up into her eyes as she held her cock there...

and placed her hand around my throat!

To give her complete control...

to trust that I'd wake up!

or was I hoping I might not?

Sweet!

2010-01-22T11:05:00.003-06:00

Not only is she cute, but I love her eagerness to play when he's done!

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and now that I'm salivating like Pavlov's dog...

Oh my!

2010-01-21T15:58:00.001-06:00

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I think I've found somewhere I'd love to visit, if not live!

I'd love...

2010-01-20T17:34:00.003-06:00

To lick her lovely ass clean...to lick her from his cock...

to be her (blush)!

Slowly emerging...

2010-01-10T17:40:00.002-06:00

from a month long fog, my mind whirls at all it sees. Beautiful bottoms, glorious torsos...my cock rises easily and often.

Perhaps the animals hibernate for a reason?

Still, when all is said and done, 'tis a lovely ass that "gets me" every time. It can be round, or not; sleek, or full; virginally tight or gaping...my tongue and cock both rise to attention at an alarming rate!

Never more quickly than when there is a dribble of cum oozing...a froth of cream around the cock before it's out...

My mind swoons, my heart races, my cock goes purple...

the saliva flows like a river!

I'm alive...

2010-01-07T14:17:00.002-06:00

though I've spent most of a month living on painkillers while I waited for an appointment to find out whether I'd torn ligaments in my left knee, or blown something else up inside it, or had bone cancer or what.

X-ray today was inconclusive and I get an MRI tomorrow, but they think it's most likely arthritis.

Once I get where I can sit here again without it hurting, or being so stoned I fall asleep at the keyboard, I'll see if I can liven up your lives the way that so many of you do mine!

Thank you for that, btw...you are each a lifeline!

New Years Day!

2010-01-01T16:35:00.002-06:00

And because I hadn't quit enjoying the freedom of having the house to myself for a bit, you just missed a chance to follow a very sexy lady home to her blog from her comment on my last one...

Due to a houseful of company and the familial migration to and from other houses, playtime has been scarce, as has time for bloghopping. I caught up a bit today, but selfishly put my own "needs" first. I'll admit I made a helluva mess (and cleaned it up)!

With all the beautiful "cousins in kink" I've found these past few months, I believe 2010 might be a wonderful year!

So click on the followers and the comments and the links and enjoy each other!

May Christmas Day find you...

2009-12-24T14:47:00.002-06:00

with those you love and those who love you; if not in person, in your hearts...

Thank you for all who have been kind enough to comment here, to encourage and support and comiserate; I am grateful to each of you!

May your Christmas be your Merriest, and your New Year it's Happiest!

Mouthwatering good!

2009-12-20T13:09:00.001-06:00

What is it about the thought of licking a clit while someone else's cock slides in and out of your pussy that makes my heart race? The thought of making your muscles contract around that lovely cock...perhaps occasionally reaching out to let it slide across my tongue right where it enters you!

The thought of lying beneath you and licking you while it slides into your ass...

Of licking you clean when he's done!

Such warm thoughts on such a cold day...

Of late...

2009-12-17T15:08:00.003-06:00

the movie playing in my head:

submissive tied over bench...

prostate milked...

into a champagne flute...

glass topped off...

by the milker...

with her own champagne...

slave released to drink it...

looking straight into the lens.

_____________________

There are some other ones that have been playing in my head of late, but that one-a variation of an old Veronica Moser clip from years ago, is the most frequent. In hers, she sucked a guy 'til he was ready to cum, let him shoot in a glass, then let him fill it for her to drink.

Since I have it on good authority that dreams do sometimes cum true in this life, my fingers are crossed!

Just beautiful...

2009-12-15T11:38:00.002-06:00

the girl, the cocks...

Finally made it all the way through the Tory Lane gangbang video below...I didn't say I didn't cum before I finished...

When the first cock came out of her ass and went in her mouth, I was done for! A2M...it could be mine to mine, it could be yours to mine; so damn hot!

Daydreams...

2009-12-09T12:34:00.002-06:00

Now that I have my desktop running again, I have access to a lot of things I hadn't for a couple of months while confined to using my laptop. Lesson learned, keep my backup to the freestanding hard drive current for all my files, not just the photographic stuff!

Photos gleaned from surfing, video clips, manga...some I hadn't even unzipped until yesterday.

Some particular treasures brought up a long held desire to be collared...to belong to someone who wants me, full knowing all that entails...and wants me as badly as I do them. As the shadows grow long in life, those opportunities grow less each day.

So I thank each of you who have written a blog, or posted a photo, or shared a clip. Each who have been kind enough to say something here in comment...each who've made me feel perhaps I'm not quite the monster that life would have me believe.

Lessons learned, wouldn't it be fantastic if we could take them with us if we're really going to have to come back and do this again?

An inclination...

2009-12-03T16:25:00.003-06:00

I ran across a quiz I couldn't pass up:

"Do you have an inclination for BDSM?"

Click above to see your own scores; mine follow-

You Scored as Experimental

(((Note: I haven't covered all aspects of BDSM in this quiz due to the length the quiz would have to be. It is sex-based because psychological profiles can be complicated and motivations for engaging in fetishes vary with couples and individuals. I have written this category as one of the alternatives because this quiz is to test inclination not a definite interest in BDSM.)))

Experimentation is a great place to be. Open-mindedness when it comes to sexuality can open doors and allow you to discover things that you didn't think you would find engaging. Having such a curious attitude can help you learn more about your own sexual nature as well as the nature of others.

Exhibitionist / Voyeur

100%

Experimental

100%

Submissive

82%

Degradation Lover

82%

Switch

68%

Sadist

54%

Bondage

54%

Masochist

54%

Dominant

25%

Vanilla

14%

I did find surprise in my "switch" score, though I'd thought of late there might be times I could...

More of Tory Lane...

2009-12-02T13:39:00.002-06:00

Every scene like this I've ever seen I've envied the girl; never more so than now!

Enjoy!

Delicious!

2009-11-28T14:14:00.002-06:00

From the beginning to end, one of the better clips I've run across...I had to pause and "cool down" more than once, and found my ass coming up off the chair to fuck my hand as opposed to my usual approach to things...

For the record, having figured out that the girl in turquoise is Britney, I'd like to trade places with Tori and have Britney in my face...on my face...

mmmmmmm

(Click to watch full frame...I'll figure out how to re-format at some point to make it work here instead of cutting the frame down...)

Thanksgiving...

2009-11-25T16:20:00.002-06:00

may each of you who celebrate tomorrow...

remember those who delighted...

who taught...

who loved...

who "made us" who we are!

May those who don't celebrate...

find a reason to despite it not being a holiday!

Caught...up, out...sideways...

2009-11-20T12:06:00.003-06:00

Stories, pictures, video...

Make us feel we're not alone...

no matter what our dreams are!

Those who dare live their dreams...

give hope and courage...

the thought that no matter...

what we're called or told we are...

that there are those who care...

and understand!

My thoughts this week have been of them...

of each who find their way here...

of all who have found my words awaiting them.

I am thankful for each of you...

now and always!

So beautiful...

2009-11-11T11:38:00.003-06:00

The collar, the chain...

his hard cock...

the intensity...

mmmmmmm!

(reblogged from the always HOT http://libraryvixen.tumblr.com/)

Sometimes...

2009-11-07T14:39:00.002-06:00

it's so much easier to embed a clip or post a link...

than to explain in words why "this"...

makes me "tick"...

or "that" makes me "tock"!

That we all are wound differently...

geared, sprung and chimed...

only makes each of us...

more precious!

It's a natural thing...

2009-11-05T14:58:00.001-06:00

despite anyone who thinks they don't...

might as well enjoy it!

Just dessert...

2009-11-02T13:03:00.001-06:00

the best I can think of!

Sadly, I can't seem to embed it; click the link...you'll thank me later!

http://www.tube8.com/hardcore/busty-redhead-creampie-eating/161285/

mmmmmmmm!

mmmm lucky boy!

2009-10-28T11:48:00.002-05:00

Of course, I'd trade places with either of these girls...

'Tis a wonder my cock isn't worn down to a nub these past few days...

Back with a vengeance!

2009-10-26T13:39:00.003-05:00

6 weeks never seemed so long...

my aching balls!

I woke last night...

and could feel myself...

being fucked...

the cock sliding in...

my ass clenching...

begging...

trying to hold on to it...

to keep if from sliding out...

her breasts against my shoulders...

her fingers twisting my nipple...

her strap-on deeper than any cock...

has ever been!

No wonder I find myself in envy...

of this girl:

or this one:

Time to cum again and again and again!

Sanity...

2009-10-22T13:17:00.002-05:00

So overrated!

Doing the "right" thing...

the "sane" thing...

what makes "sense"!

When it's headlong...

I'd like to rush...

into the sensual!

To explore the depths...

(bottomless I fear)

of all I've felt...

and all I'd like to!

My soul yearns...

my body aches...

I need to let go...

to plunge into the abyss!

It's funny...

2009-10-19T14:01:00.002-05:00

that at 53 I'm finding out things about myself, still!

Having my SO "under foot" these last 5 weeks has taken away my "me" time completely; no privacy at all. She believes that masturbation is an offense worthy of stoning, so in that 5 weeks the guy who has gotten off at least once a day for years, never less than every other, has managed to find time to cum twice. With her sense of smell, even eating the evidence isn't enough to cover my tracks, only compounded by the longer I go without the stronger said smell seems to be!

The other part I hadn't counted on is how thick it actually seems to become. When I got my chance the other day, the cum literally "hung" on my thumb, almost a glue-like consistency...

and tasted soooooooooo good!

Scarce moments...

2009-10-09T13:18:00.002-05:00

of peace...

my spouse only 1/2 way through to recovery...

my time spent amusing or caring...

my own needs set aside.

The ache unending...

my balls...

my soul...

Stolen moments...

my lifeline!

So long...

2009-09-30T20:39:00.001-05:00

with a few scant moments of interlude...

torment at most every thought...

every word...

each aroma...

I could cum almost at thought right now...

let alone a whiff!

Vanilla intercession...

2009-09-23T13:55:00.003-05:00

My "s.o." had a major surgery last week, and besides being very vanilla, she is a "technophobe" and very jealous of any time I spend here and always quick to come running when she hears the click of a keyboard...

Of course, there has been no sex as well, along with the longest "dry spell" without masturbation of my adult life!

So I'm home alone for the first time in almost two weeks and about to "do something" that!

:o)

and I know right where I'm going for inspiration!

Dream day...

2009-09-13T12:56:00.002-05:00

One when I should be doing so very much...

but my mind reels...

with thoughts of fullness...

craving tastes...

of human essence!

A day I'd love to lie...

and be used...

'til sated.

Spread eagle me...

insert that locomotive probe...

and while it long-strokes...

ride my tongue...

until I'm unconcious...

from joy!

Fill me...

drown me...

please!

Another girl I'd love to lick clean...

2009-09-10T11:50:00.000-05:00

Or trade places with!

Another for that "Trading Places" list...

2009-09-07T11:49:00.000-05:00

Why do I envy her choking on that lovely cock so much...let alone the thought of having it buried in me?